S h a m e f u l l y Z e n

Hi and welcome to Shamefully Zen; my personal blog and portfolio. I’ll be posting my artwork, stories, sim downloads and every piece of whatever I want right here. I warn you though; not all things are as they seem.

Hey sorry for the lack of updates ^^, I was a little bit in the dumps lately. And well, it's been raining all day too - gloomy weather, which I love. But...well, it could be better if you have someone beside you, cuddling and all TT^TT anyways, I give you this video *below* and this lineart to compensate for my absence. Also, I'll be recreating the cast and try to color the lineart today...soo eh, gonna be busy.

 STUDY? oh...that can go screw itself and die.

~ kanzen | 17 July 09 

I ISH BERRY IRRITATED BTW. Yes, we must emphasize that, so you can effectively hear my tone while reading this.That's how thoughtful I am - really, ain't I awesome? So anyways,I got the new chapters up on TSR, go read and comment on it 'kay? Otherwise, I'll feel even more annoyed. Why am I annoyed you ask, well - I'd put it in full detail, but that's what my blog is for, isn't it?

 ~ kanzen | 09 July 09 

*YAWN* ehehe, I slept by 4am today...kuu, so embarrassing! I posted Lorelei part 8 today at TSR and here on site. However I accidentally doubleposted the same paragraph on two panels @-@ I need more rest, but I'm having a hard time sleeping early D:

~ kanzen | 02 July 09 

Ohh boy, I got school tomorrow - happy happy happy. Mm..yes, L agrees with my happiness. No other thing in the world can make me happy like school does. oh, joy.And by saying all this bullshit, I have become quite a lier - cause if 'm gonna say something real, it'd be like: FUCK SCHOOL!

*after a couple of hours* hmm, we're extended. Guess someone had a positive with the virus. Poor thing, but thanks to him/her, I have time to prepare and make more chapters. God Bless him/her though.

 ~ kanzen | 30 June 09 

*Tehee* Chapter 7 is now posted in this site. And yes, that avi is from one of the photos in that chapter LOL. Lesee...I worked on it from 8pm and finished it by pass 3am ^^" I experienced FOUR game crashes and had to reboot and cleanup my lappytoppyeverytime it crashes. I also had to cringe in fear before hitting the camera button to take a shot lol, coz everytime I do that - BOOM! crash haha. Wells, I hope somebody out there appreciates my hardwork and dedication and actually show me some love lol...say by commenting or something. Ah, but I can only do my best and hope.

~ kanzen | 29 June 09 

A quick update: Lorelei - V a.k.a. Chapter 6 is now approved by TSR...though I still wonder why they let "crap" pass when they arrested me for writing "ass" XD Ah we will never know...

Btw, I added some new links at the Links & Credits section as well as new chapters in here so you dun have to go to TSR or MTS to read AND comment, yes, please do 'cause I need them. And here's what I'm currently working on at the moment:

anyone who dares to steal even a draft from me is dead D< 

that's all, ktnxbai

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 Good morning! *prances around* my chapter's not published yet but I'm cheery cause of this super cute MM fanfic - MarshMello. It's hella funny and I love how I could read both their POVs.

It was about 2am and loaded some Kim Possible episodes, which I haven't watched yet since I fell asleep after reading. Though I'm not the type to read something five chapters long at 2-3am, it got me hooked. The writing was just awesome, and it kind of inspires me to somehow improve my technique by making sure the readers see every character's POV wether they narrate or not...which is hard but ah, what's important is I improve. Wells, gotta write some new chapters today before the sun sets LOL.

~ kanzen | 27 June 09 

*sniff* my new chappy got rejected for having profanity. *sniff* I didn't know 'ass' is a curse word, besides it's not even part of it. It was in my Author's Notes...and I used it to refer to myself D: ah but anyways, I should just be a little more careful. Which reminds me...I gotta edit the other chapters >_<

Nyuu~ Well, at least this cheered me up. Thank you L word!

 ~ kanzen | 25 June 09  

Guess what...even though nobody's reading this, I'm just gonna pretend...so guess what? Somebody got featured again >.< and this time I don't know if I should be happy or just go o_o cause I didn't expect or think that this chapter's feature worthy. But then again, I should still express some gratitude, so thanks =]

  ~ kanzen | June 17, 09